2nd January 2013
Dear
Cassi,
Pony
Girl came again today as some interloper into my home. She, Pickles, and the
fellow from across the street, Ken, were cleaning as I sat in my room with the
kittens. I immerged to find that Ken had cleaned the mess of wood chips he had
left in the back yard and that the kitchen floor had been mopped.
It
comes to me that Pickles is a slob until Pony Girl arrives and my two siblings
become more of a use together. Why all the interest in the state of my home now
troubles me. I feel as if I’m watching them dig a pit to drop me into to fight
some new beast they’ve found.
Pony
Girl has always been one to do what she wishes, call it help, then demand twice
the worth of her “service” as gratitude. Her version of ‘Help’ has always been
so costly. Much as when Alan ‘gave’ me that old white car and then Pony Girl
demanded my slavery for my accepting the thing. I had argued with them saying
that I didn’t want the car, took it to shut them up, was heckled until I
returned it to them, and they were angry with me.
This
event prompted the old man to give his little girl thirty thousand dollars to
move away from me. She got another thirty thousand after that from what I
understand. The spooled never grow into people I guess. They just make their
way in life as parasites.
What
an ugly world we live in that kindness can be a word be use to mask abuse.
Then, when we look at the grand nature of things my little life is just an ugly
place in an even worse world.
Whatever
comes I will meet it was best I can. Whatever happens next I’ll take it like an
adult. The fight will be hard, but what part of my life hasn’t been?
Stay
safe, little sister,
Richard
Leland Neal
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