This is an email I sent to a researcher who does work with the human brain.
8th
January 2018
In my case the sleeping disorder appears
connected to an inability to alter my situation. This is supported by childhood
dreams of having my hands removed and some of my artwork where the hands are
missing. I appear to be unable to sleep because of a subconscious need to
address the problem and an inability to do so.
There were times I exhibited walking behaviors where I wandered around
the house, sometimes with my eyes closed, with no apparent goal or destination.
This could have been a survival tool for early humans. If the problem were
environmental then it could be something that could be walked away from. A
human in the natural state may have needed to wander looking for food or water,
conserve energy because of scarcity, and would have rested only when finding
safe and satisfying ground.
It should be noted that in times of
plenty, say I’m getting a lot of overtime and making a lot of money, I tend to
sleep and lose weight rapidly.
It needs to be noted in my case that I
exhibit signs of a swollen Amygdala. I experience strong feelings of anger if
my heart beats to fast, and I practice breathing techniques to control this
problem.
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