6th of October
2012
Dear Cassi,
Yesterday I heard a voice from the past
calling out like a ghost bringing to life the pain that I have so long
suppressed. It was one of Turtle Nose’s friends responding to one of my posts
online. I haven’t heard from this woman in at least two years but our last encounter
was a disagreement.
I recall she had posted something about an
apartment
made to save space. I felt that all the casters and rollers were a bad idea. Things that would get old and worn out. It seemed in the nature of our disagreement that she was driving at something else so I never responded two her posts again. I could have been paranoid but I’ve been burnt by Turtle Nose’s friends before and had no interest in taking the chance.
made to save space. I felt that all the casters and rollers were a bad idea. Things that would get old and worn out. It seemed in the nature of our disagreement that she was driving at something else so I never responded two her posts again. I could have been paranoid but I’ve been burnt by Turtle Nose’s friends before and had no interest in taking the chance.
Then there she was asking me to tell
Pickles she said hello. Pickles sees his own face when he looks at Turtle Nose
and his short comings revolt him so he has no wish to hear from folk of so poor
quality as to call that fellow friend.
Our discussion degenerated into a
conversation about your turtle nosed ex-husband and so confirmed that all this
time she had paid me no attention. Why she chose to make her presence known now
is beyond my reasoning but then that is the internet for you. So many folks
from our past are just a few clicks a way and if we really called them friends
we would have stayed in contact.
The one thing that is more than clear is
that memories of your ex-husband and my ex friend afflict me like ulcers and
put me in ill disposition. I have to change how I think and let that sort of
thing run into the dust as it should have done years ago. This is why I write
so many letters about him. It sets my mind at ease to think rationally.
Let the pain go, little sister,
Richard Leland Neal
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