2nd June 2012
Dear Cassi,
If you recall my letter about a girl so cruelly
nicknamed Buffalo Chips. Her closet male friend was a man who we all thought
was gay as a pigeon at a garbage dump. I’m going to call this fellow Earp for
no good reason.
Earp thought of himself as a Hollywood type
and so I guess he was, fit and healthy with blue eyes and blond hair. Come to
think of it the two of us would have looked like brother had I not been a
pimple studded wildebeest. I would never trade my wildebeest nature for his
limp wrist boyishness but each to his own.
In any case Earp was already doing extra
work in Hollywood so far as I knew and he talked about his time on the set of ‘Toy
Story’. I think I was supposed to be impressed by this but I saw no reason to
be so moved.
Now gay was still something of a major
insult among children in my middle school. However, Earp did grab another fellow’s
back end so I honestly think he was a homosexual.
Then, as I recall, my own reality was
something of a reason for insult. There were a few boys who would sing “Rick-y
Neal, he’s so god dame fat” whenever I walked in the door so I guess we as
children were cruel folks.
Potato would sin this song “I’m a fag
watcher, I’m a fag watcher, watching Earp go by, oooh my my”. I would have to
say that this would make Potato as gay has his watched subject as he was then admiring
another man from a distance.
What did we think at twelve and thirteen? Was
their much in the way of logic to our rambling? Children are cruel things in
this world and we pick at each other. I’d look back in shame but how accountable
can a child be?
Don’t look back in anger, little sister,
Richard Leland Neal
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