This is a collection of my writing and correspondence with a few bits of poetry and random thoughts mixed in. I started this blog after learning that some of my letters had an uplifting quality. In the pages of this blog you will find my real life trials and tribulations, the nature of what I think is truth, and the dust and grit of my real life.
Thursday, February 28, 2013
Wednesday, February 27, 2013
Man and Cat
27th
June 2012
Dear Cassi,
It was on this eve that I was asked to attend some
welcome home gathering for a fellow of my acquaintance and having need to
collect my coffee from this site I had no room for refusal. The affair was a
bother to me as I work nights and it was in the late hours giving me need to
rush. Still, I can fault them none in my invitation, as I have never put out to
them my ill feeling in any right manner as opportunity has been short.
On my arrival I was greeted as if they had seen me
yesterday not as a man absent for some months. I am given to feel as if there
is something left unsaid by this bunch. Some lingering nature has passed into
the realm of taboo and so haunts the air of my arrival. It is as if there is a
great looming darkness in the room that will kill the first who speaks of its
presents.
It is no matter, though, as I come chiefly to say
hello to the animals. No less than three cats and four dogs were in attendance
tonight. Of these seven six were of good health and one, an orange cat, had
grown ill.
There was a time when this cat would have run to me
and put his front paws on my leg so that I would pick him up. Now he only looks
at me as if he tries to remember who I am. I took his bony frame into my arms
as I always do and found that he weighed little more than a pound.
This was so much the oddity to have this animal so
close to death so happy to see me as he had been in better health. He called
his call and rubbed his chin in my arm greeting me as a long absent good
friend. There was a bitter sweet moment when I returned him to his normal roost
that I think we both felt.
I may never see that poor animal again, but he had
the demeanor lost in most humans. In a way, we should aspire to be so well met
as man and cat. This an alliance without fear or mistrust is so worming to the
heart.
May you always know the nectar of friendship,
Richard Leland Neal
Tuesday, February 26, 2013
Monday, February 25, 2013
A Long Drive
21st
June 2012
Dear Cassi,
Yesterday on my way into work I ran over a smashed
traffic cone. It would be hard to say if that had something to do with my car
no longer being able to move in reverse. Given that I just had so much work
done to the transmission and it was making noise long before the cone I doubt
that bit of orange plastic could have done any more than brought up the
inevitable.
I had looked at cars before and I knew what I
wanted so I jumped on line and looked it up. I found a blue Honda LX for
fifteen thousand dollars and, knowing that if nothing else my car was
unreliable, I made way to the dealer to buy the car. I called first to see if
it was still on the lot and it was one of two the other being white.
It was a hard ride to the dealer as my old Saturn
had a check engine light burning brightly the whole time I was on the freeway.
To harden the point traffic was slow.
I failed to shower before leaving the house as I
just wanted this over with and the smell of my body was bothering me. Folks
have told me that I react strongly to smell, but some of those folks were
Turtle Nose and his friends. Well, who cares what they think.
I made it around nine sixteen in the morning and
they handed me the keys and said “take her out, see how she feels.” I had never
gone on a test drive without a sales man before but the use of the Civic came
naturally to me as it was much like my old car.
I paid the man and had the Saturn towed to the
mechanic telling him that he could take his time as I had another car. He was shocked to hear this but I needed
something I could trust to get me to work every night.
Deal with your problems as best you can,
Richard Leland Neal
Sunday, February 24, 2013
Saturday, February 23, 2013
Friday, February 22, 2013
?
A question I have for the two or three folks who
read this blog comes up with the creation of this image. I drew this to accompany the first post on
this blog and have since updated said post to include this image. You can see
the post here:
So I need
ask:
Should I update old post with images or delete old
post and post them anew when I add an image?
If I simply update the old post should I post an acknowledgement
of the update?
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