Sphincterus and Alan

8^th July 2014

Dear Cassi,

       

It comes as some odd happening that I told Pickle about your ex husband Turtle Nose wanting me to forgive Alan for his transgressions against me. Pickle was wounded at the thought of Turtle Nose approving of his father and the link between these two men was the spear.

       

Here we have two men who have caused be so much strife and been so similar to one another but counted separately. Alan claimed to be of relation to me by blood and expected me to serve and obey him without earning respect.

Sphincterus the Turtle Nosed, no-god of his own universe, demanded a loyalty that he felt he had no need to pay back in kind. He wanted me to forgive Alan because he liked to see me in pain. Even Pickle recognizes this and found the thought of these two men on the same side jarring.

In the end I find that there are so few people of value in my life. What can I do but move on?

Stay safe, little sister,

Richard Leland Neal 

Removal From My Life

10^th April 2014

Dear Cassi,

       

It came as a strange event earlier this week when I got a Linked in request from one of Turtle Noses’ friends and sent him a reply asking him not to communicate with me in the future. He answered me by demanding that I not communicate with him or his family and informing me that he had blocked me on face book. He claimed that he had sent the request by accident.

       

I can say I know little of this fellow save for that he is a member of the cult of Sphincterus the Turtles Nose. That would be the pet name I gave to your ex husbands devoted friends. I can say this fellow has a drinking problem and was arrested once for DUI. His removal from my life is no loss, rather his removal is something of a gain, well, and to be honest I’m happy to have one less bit of crap lying about.

       

Over the past five years I’ve given a fair degree of thought to what Turtle nose could do to make up for our failed friendship. He tried any number of strategies to return me to his life but rather than building a bridge they only deepened the river.

       

Truth be told, when you wrong someone you care about you should make things write because you care about them not to get them back in your life. It comes to me that we should do the right thing for the right reason and hope in the end it works out.

       

We all try to live in this world and get about our way. All of us except that group of cultists trying to please their evil master.

Live in this world, little sister,

Richard Leland Neal